D/F, T/C

You won’t believe this, but when i look at myself in the mirror, I see all my weakest spots.  I mean, I see where the foundation doesn’t cover the places where my beard is turning black (everything else is turning grey, except along the fu-manchu line, which is going black — what’s up with that?), where … Continue reading D/F, T/C

What World

In the glory days of Hollywood, when movie studios were fantasy factories, cranking out product to entertain the country, every soundstage was a different world. In one would be the drama of ancient Rome, in the next would be the thrills of the wild west, in another a swank drawing room, and one might even … Continue reading What World


I’ve been doing some readings with Performance Guy recently, working on that material rather than writing here, and he often gets excited about something I say and says that I would write that down. I laugh. I have been doing trans theology and healing for a long time now, going around in that big spiral … Continue reading Aloner

Resisting Calling To the Point Of Self Destruction

The Private Story What’s the opposite of life affirming? Life denying? Life erasing? Life destroying? Catharsis isn’t always healing. That was a surprise to the people at Kripalu Yoga Center in the Berkshires who ran a bizarre mixture of Ashram Light and  “Inner Child” pop psychology called “Inner Quest Intensive.” Luckily, though, they didn’t have … Continue reading Resisting Calling To the Point Of Self Destruction