So Much Work

“Hon, you are 1000 volts in a 110 volt world,” a friend once told me.

And having to always be not only myself but also a step down transformer, well, that’s just so much work.  And it’s work I have been doing since I first identified that “Jonathan Winters” energy in myself almost half a century ago.

I want to go somewhere where life for me isn’t so much work, work spent burning off energy to stay small and in sync.

But I have no idea where that is, where I don’t have to work so much to try and connect, where I don’t feel like I am always missing the voltage and burning myself.

I’m too old to keep burning the burn.

too old.

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